MeBeMilena

on the outside: get shy:  oh, well,thank you. Hehe,come on, stop it…

but on the inside it’s like:  ♫ i’m awesome, i’m awesome. oh yeah! oh, oh, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah yeah ♫

Mom’s first reaction:

And then: yah, you and your sister are the most precious things God gave me. YOU.ARE.NOT.POO.

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Thank you mom

i’m fully recovered from my last breakdown cold/flu/viroses/stomach infection. So let’s get vacation started!!

well but i better hurry to have fun and all because i just have one week left of vacation.

Firts i was like: uh?! Red roses?! It means something good, like a deep feeling of love and passion…

But i’m so awkward that instead of acting like a normal young woman cool i went like: thank you. Like, a lot. I really liked.

well, in fact, i DID like! That was adorable from him.

Expectations: easily getting conformed. There is nothing much you can do anyway:  

i’ll take this time to rest well and get better soon

Reality: can’t accept the sad reality you’re leaving.

I HAD ALL THE SCHOOL TIME TO GET SICK! WHY DID I GET SICK JUST NOW?

First reaction: is he/she being ungrateful? 

Second reaction: yes, he/she is being ungrateful

third reacton ( and the one that lasts the most ): so, he/she is being ungrateful…

Assuming i am already on vacation i made some plans! I will draw for the pokemon tcg’s CEARÁ team, i’m going to a conventions of ilustrators, i’ll work a little more on the projects for the kpop store i’m opening with my sister, i’m going to the beach with mom, i’m going to watch the new Star Trek at the movies dessed as an Enterprise member, i’m going to relax, i’ll visit some friends i don’t see in a long time, and many, MANY other things!!

But right now i’m having problems with my stomach ( i have a very sensitive stomach) and i just took that vitamin that makes me sleepy ( the 3 or 4 first pills, i just took the second). So i may not start my planned activities today. Frustrating…

But anyway, i am confident i’ll be able to enjoy this 3 weeks holiday to the fullest.

There is still this first week of June to make sure i didn’t fail any subject but i’m quite sure i did well so i’ll assume from now on that i am on vacation anyway

I am from BRAZIL, the state where i live in ( and was born in) is called CEARÁ. 

There is this Pokemon card game ( which i’m not familiar with because i just like Pokemon when there were only 150 of them known) and CEARÁ has a team ( i call them PokeTeam but they don’t know) and i have their page on Facebook.

They posted a picture of our Junior champion ( in the national competition ) and i had seen him before ( in an anime convention i go to draw/work twice a year), he is a very cute little kid so i decided to make him a draw.

But i was checking the other pictures and i saw a picture of the group celebrating the end of the tournment and they did a great work, so i decided to draw all of them in the picture.

Anyway… i drew them, and they LOVED!

I didn’t expect them to like it that much, but they did!! And now they want me to do the art of their PLAYMAT because they want to take it to CANADA, for the mundial competition!!! I’M SO HAPPY!! SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!

I am being recognized for my drawings and it makes me so happy…

But i am so socially awkward that i’m a little afraid of seeing all of them in person and talking to them in person…

here is the drawing, on my DA. I added another member of the team who was not there, but he is a close friend of Erik ( the little boy i mentioned first) and he asked me to add him and i just couldn’t say no.

http://milenafernandes.deviantart.com/art/poke-team-CEARA-374711591?q=gallery%3Amilenafernandes&qo=0

There are just some classes left and i don’t even have to attend from monday to friday!! Some subjects are already done and i’m getting anxious because my so deserved vacation seem not to come!!!

Also, i need to rest! Like seriously!! The other day i took a vitamin ( because doctor told me to) and i just started feeling sleepy after some hours. The i slept for 12 hours in a row!! I am not exagerating!!

I’m gonna have a colapse if i don’t get vacation soon!!!