First you try to sound professional like: Sure,we can talk about it.
And they say the’ll pay you and you go like: what did you just say?
And next time they’ll call you you’ll think: is it my payment already?
You start and he/she goes like: HOhoho. How can you know all of this?
Expectation: From my past relationships.
Reality: From a k-drama!!
First i was like: Good! I like being busy! Adrenaline, you know… that’s gonna be awesome!
But when i stopped to really analyze my schedule i realized i’ll barelly have time to myself. I’ll be so tired in the end of the day that i’ll probably just have strengh enough to sleep…
Expectations: fixing my hair is so easy… this goes here,this goes there…
Reality: omo…what is this on my nose? Let me clean it before leaving…
Expectations: I’m so tired. I think i’m gonna…ZZZZZzzzzzz
Reality: WEEEEEE!!! HELLOOOOOOO,TUMBLRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
I was so excited! Like,i got really happy to practice my singing and playing and also it’s about an Art school and stuff. I’m an art student,art teacher to be and ‘Dream High’ would make me inspired to teach and spread this feeling in classroom!
But instead,the first episodes just made me even more concerned about living as an Art teacher. I don’t quite know if i’ll actually have the guts to teach but still… if i graduate as an Art teacher and don’t teach Art,what will i do? Paint the walls for my neighbors?!
Around episode 11,i see how hard Mr. Kang is working to help his students. Also to make them believe in their dreams… Gezz,that fake showcase was so touching! And i come to think that i can be a good Art teacher too. If i work hard as a teacher,i can help my students to reach their dreams and even reach mine!
But then again i don’t know if i’ll ever have the guts to become a teacher or something like that. I guess i’ll just have to be patient and strong to find my path and.. Aish,why am i being like this?
The last episode brought me those feelings from years ago and it feels bad…
Now i’m thinking that planing my future is stressing…
